Don't be shocked:Y Sunday, April 13, 2008Y
2:24 AM
looking back at myself. i realise that the changes is so huge. i used to be talkative, hyperactive, loud, straight forward, positive blablabla... and not i'm totally opposite. i talk so much lesser, become a softer person (i think), and kept most of the things to myself. i'm not sure if its becos' i turn lazy to even bother to speak, or becos' of the time these years that change me. i used to be approachable, but now, i'm not i guess. i chose to keep most of things to myself (and frankli speaking most of the time i'm jus plain lazy to say anything).. is it becos' i grew older??i'm still so young, yet the fighting spirit in me has diminish so much throughout these 2 years.. and i dunno how i am going to find it baq. i think its maybe all the dramas series i had watch made me feel this way... haha. i know that i am jus a nobody living in this big world. just like an algae or maybe a molecule in the environment. floating around.. dunno what oneself is looking for. i dunno what i can do to change myself. i dunno what i need in my life to spike and drive my life. god... help me.