Don't be shocked:Y Sunday, May 13, 2007Y
4:54 PM
hey there,i'm watching the repeated charity show now, and somehow the old touch me. they always do touch me rather than all those dangerous stuns that the celebs do. those celebs actually have a repel effect rather than getting my charitable heart out. this time, it make me realise "happyness" is just so simple. being able to brush the teeth, being able to bathe ourselves, being able to pour water, being able to eat by ourselves, being able to even stand up ourselves. it is that simple. ever wonder why enough is never enough? and being simple is never that simple? this is becos' the greed in ourself. and yes, this greed will always be there. and life can never be simple living in this complicated world. life can only be simple if u dun contact w this devil world. but then, again, life will be boring. i can't say i'm a simple person, becos' there is greed in me. but it is not what i want. it's becos' i have a family to feed now. maybe two families in the future. and that's wad i'm so afraid of. i'm afraid that i lose myself some day. i always considered myself as a good person overall. but i am really afraid that the more i grew, the more i'm expose to the world. the worst i becum. so i try to read as much as possible. becos' by only reading the "good"books. it will remind me wad is right and wad is wrong. i still rem when i'm young, how much i hate moral education lessons. i always tink they are boring and "common sense"subject. but i guess we are wrong and dun appreciate wad the school is doing for us. they aren't really common sense subject u noe? they do have some impact on us more or less. if not, there won't be so many books written on such topics.
the road may not always be easy, but we need to learn how to be easy on ourselves. though sometimes somethings are really beyond our control. but i believe, there's a will there's a way.