Don't be shocked:Y Sunday, May 20, 2007Y
9:57 PM
"Every day, think as you wake up, today I am fortunate to be alive, I have a precious human life, I am not going to waste it. I am going to use all my energies to develop myself, to expand my heart out to others; to achieve enlightenment for the benefit of all beings. I am going to have kind thoughts towards others, I am not going to get angry or think badly about others. I am going to benefit others as much as I can."- The Dalai Lama
Hey M,
i'm leaving soon in 2 days time. where to? China, Suzhou. alone in the lonely country for 2 weeks or to be exact 15 days alone. somehow its so different this time from the last few trips. maybe its because i nv been there before. somehow it frighten me more than travelling to india alone. i dunno why.. but i also understand that i will only gain, when i do something diff. and this time, it will be diff. it will be diff...
busy with sch work.. exams coming soon.. everything seems to come together. cramp together. it always happen. this is wad i call challenge. life has been peaceful for the last month, and when i kinda getting use to it.. and finding it boring, things come and change my routine life again. annoyed? not really, its something i look forward. something that make me brave. there is this energy that is IN me.. that wont show till something comes up. and i believe i will succeed, and i know i will.
anyway, i needed a break(from spore). everything is a mess here. i needed a break from work(though i'm going china to work).. i needed a break from my frens.. needed a break from sch.. needed a break from my family. today i read my horoscope. it say that.. this month, it is good to be ALONE. alone from everything. i know i will definitely feel empty. i might even cry (especially when my mense are near..).. but again, i know i can. no worries from anithing..erm.. no i take that baq..i worry for my mum.. my mum's getting old.. though she look so young and pretty .. but her health is deterioting, and she's ignoring it. wth.. and i am the only one worrying.. fillial me..
yes.. i went to watch phantom of the opera last fri! marvellous show, splendid show, two thumbs up! beautiful cast, mesmerizing songs, wonderful backgrounds. simply love it. paid 160 bux for it, though i cant see the cast faces, but i still think its worth it! this is a musical play u shan't miss it! but if u miss it, too bad.. hhaahaha..the play really touch me, though i din't cry, but its about to roll down.. i felt the love of the phantom to christine...y he is willing to let christine go... gosh... that scene is the most most TOUCHING 1... yet, i love the scene most where phantom 1st brot christine to his place.. where he roll his boat, and he sings to christine.. not only the background is good, atmosphere marvellous and of cos, i love their singings! and when the play ended, the whole theatre is FULL OF APPLAUSE for LIKE 5 MINS! and its the longest applause i ever heard(of cos i did the clapping too for the whole 5 mins)...
*ahem* dunno how to end this blog.. erm.. China here i come!!
"I have learned through bitter experience the one supreme lesson to conserve my anger, and as heat conserved is transmitted into energy, even so our anger controlled can be transmitted into a power that can move the world."
- Mahandas Gandhi