Don't be shocked:Y Sunday, April 29, 2007Y
9:07 PM
hello M,whats the most important thing in life? for me.. its definitely my famili. i pray hard for them.. real hard... they always have a firm place in my heart, my mind, my soul.. but do i have a place in theirs? *shrug* i wonder sometimes if i ll realli get married? becos' they r so impt to be.. and i tink i can't leave them..
gosh... things are going so fast.. that i dunno if i can keep up the pace...i'm trying to run as fast as i could.. trying to get out of the comfort zone. but the imaginary line is already out of boundary, i can't even trace it myself. dun understand wad i'm saying? it's simple. becos' i'm traumatised myself too!
ok.. we have come to 1/4 of the year.. stepping into May soon.. so i tot i should review my 2007 resoulution.
One: Mind. Laugh more. Be more happy. Less worry.
=>> i have be thinkin alot, laffing less.. :(... but i hope it gets better..
Two: Work. Find baq the passion why i like to work. staying focus @ work.
=>> hmm.. focus? nah...
Three: Learn. to ride bicycle. ( haha.. its suppose to be my resolution on 2006.. but i brot it forward..=))
==>> nOt yet...
Four: Travel. to at least 3 more countries i never been to before. Wishlist: to Taiwan & Germany. (anyway i'm going to india, so i hope my other 2 country is going to be what i wish for)
==>>i'm kinda poor now.. so i dunno if i'm stepping out of the country any sooner than next year.. onli if DHL is willing to sponser me to somewhere again...but at least i went Delhi THRICE! so is it good news or bad?
Five: Fitness. hope to continue my kickboxing lessons... or at least.. join something to stay fit.
==>> haha i quit! cos of my studies.. and i'm getting kind of lazi.. but i'm trying to start running again.. at least last week i ran 8km...
Six: Obtain. driving license. i thought that its time to learn driving. but at least after i complete my studies.
==>> no plannings yet...
Seven: Money. make sure my bank have @ least 10k by end of the year.
==>> two words for myself.. dream on!.. i'm not even half way there...
Eight: Love. Get into another relationship if possible.
==>> this type of thing lay.. realli can't push one.. if realli can't find.. must go speed dating before i get bald! wahaha..
Nine: Commitment. Get real committed into something......
==>> hMmz... like waD?
Ten: World. Peace. wahahahaha
==>>jus now i saw more bombings in Pakistan.... and alot of ppl get killed..
so out of the ten.. wad have i accomplish?? NONE!!!! damn it.. life is tough ain't it?