Don't be shocked:Y Tuesday, January 23, 2007Y
9:26 PM
Dear Mr M,Lifé is never fair aint it?
Like me, i'm tall yet fat. i can run but never fast. i'm clever but don't have talent. i'm attractive (in a way i tink) but no one is attracted. i have IQ but my EQ is low. i have a great smile but yellowish teeth. Nice double eyelids but small eyes. Thin feet but it always give me cramps. see? life not fair aint it? Or this is than what we call fairness?
it jus like we have eyes, but we never look clear enuff n assume wad we "see". we have ears but never appreciate the nature sound around us. we have nose but never remember how our love one smell like. we have a heart, but we never use it FEEL. we have brain, but we prefer to keep it within our head and dun use it. ah.
Mr. M, how are you lateli? i dreamt about you again. but always. i had the same ending. a sweet sweet opening but always a sad ending. so cinderalla story don't happen to my world? sigh. i cant doubt that i miss you indeed. but what can i do. i know the ending will be the same. u have left my world. and there's no turning baq. sigh.
i'm empty again once baq in spore. tell me wad i shld do with my life. tell me where has the passion gone? remind me of my passion, my love. damn. nothing seems in place again. damn. curse. believing how sweet and complete life is? nah. i choose to believe my life is incomplete. incomplete becos' i'm still finding a part of me, i have not encounter or met. and i welcome it to my life.