Don't be shocked:Y Monday, November 06, 2006Y
4:11 PM
ok.. its the most horrible period agina.. -=EXAMS=- *shivers* i was looking back at my blog about how i feel the last exams.. becos'i nearli forgotten i can feel this type of "tension" in me. becos' usualli i was all energise to welcome any challenges in life. somehow i was cant beat the exams. hopes are high but had little or nearli none motivation within me. the exams for this time, i chose to study @ home. i had unconciously build up my own territory these past weeks. and yes. this time i was so kiasu.. cos i keep tinking i dun have time to study becos of the lessons i had missed( fyi. i haven't been attending classes. there were eight lessons, i miss 2 becos i was in hungary, and the rest of the 6 lessons, 5 i attended half day there were onli once which i attended thruout and half the time i was slping) and now, guess wad happen. all my enthusiasm about exams had died down. i cant feel the tension becos'i alr FELT it. and now, i tink i have done enuff preparation, jus waiting for the days to come to start memorising. tell u something. my COCONUT (brain) is empty. i tink some1 had drank all the juices while i was aslp. i haven't been out from sat till today. except for my jogs. i realli stayed home. out of the 24hrs, i guess my brain onli work for 2 hrs. the rest of the 22, i'm either aslp or in blank. wad the hell. and damn. i din noe that the tv shows now are so nice. (becos' i dun watch tv when i'm free except for the exams period). i wonder if i'm feeling the right way. no motivation, no energy, no nothing. so i guess this time shall be doom for me. maybe the F grade will fall under my script now. *shiver*
counting down to exams is exactly 1 wk from today. i will have my 1st paper on nx mon 13.11.06 and the 2nd paper(which is oso my last) on 22.11.06. jus wish me luck dudes and babes.