Don't be shocked:Y Saturday, August 19, 2006Y
2:33 AM
tell me the motivation in life. tell me wad i shld achieve in life. somehow, everythings seems blur now. damn,wads happening to me man. maybe i'm always showing a strong face .. the only time i can start sulking is when i'm alone. wadever.maybe its becos'nothing is happening, thats y i becum so abnormal. yes, perhaps i have split personality. wadever wadever.
i'm jus bored now. my mind is empty. (anyway it 2.3Xam now, who still can have a clear mind?) i chose to blog @ this time becos my mind is blank and i can jus continue to blabber ard. shldnt that wad a blog shld be about?
jus continue to post rubbish, write rubbish. anyhow, i have got kickboxing lesson later on. gonna kick some arse and shake some fats off. the exact purpose is not realli kicking some fats off, its about my health. i tink i'm getting older and health is deterioting. especialli office ladies like me.. eat sit drink... eat drink sit.. haven gone for a tan for quite a long time.. maybe 1 mth? god i miss mr sunny.
today's dinner will be fish head. i had a date w cousie, shan n jas for dinner and the dish ll be fish head fish head n more fish head. this small restaurant @ kallang bahru is where i use to frequent when i was working @ noel. usualli after work, me n cousie n maybe some other colleagues ll go there have dinner VERY often. and it was always 1/2 price den.. so its so cheap n delicious which i nearli swollow the bones in. haha.. and becos working in noel realli exhaust me, i can eat 3 bowls of rice.. and see.. if there's 4 of us, we consume like 12 bowls of rice.. thats scary.. like hungry ghost like that wahhaha..
recently jus finish 2 drama, 1 is tian wai fei xian another is zhong ji yi ban.. i'm a drama fanatic, thats y in real life i am always so drama =)... and yes, these drama realli affect me and it always do. dey also let me realise true love, "yi shen yi shi", all the "hai ku shi lan" realli only happen in dramas not real life.. but maybe some day it ll happen 2 me.. den i ll believe it.. need to stop all these day dreamings and being a drama fanatic for the time being becos'the "school element"is grabbing all my attention. i haven started to pay attention on them yet, but i'll try..
enuFf of blabbering i gueess.. time for bed soon..
nitez all~