Don't be shocked:Y Sunday, August 27, 2006Y
9:40 PM
jus let me cry for today.. just today.. i promise i ll be brave and move on.. dun ask me the reason y..i shouldnt have click on it.. i shouldnt have.. den i ll not cry.. i ll not rem how empty actually i'm feeling now.. i jus wan to keep having tears, so i can bury myself in it.. i dunno wad to do with myself..
i have promise myself not to write any more saddie post here.. but i jus cant control den i wont be me.. is this the real me? can i realli move on alone? can someone jus give me a slap, and make me wake up and stop thinking about what i'm thinking now.. perhaps you dun understand wad i trying to say, but its ok. this is my blog, i have the right to write nonsense..
i'm tired.. realli tired.. not miserable not sad, jus tired.
i guess i have been watching too much fairy tales drama,, it make me realise true love dun happen becos they realli only happen in television. but i have my own mind, God, pls dun take away the only hope i have now.
Pls give me the energy and strength to move on...