Don't be shocked:Y Monday, May 08, 2006Y
3:21 PM
ok!!! SIN ITS A SIN!! tell u wad.. ytd..the MAKAN SESSION LIKE START FROM 6??!! the below happen:i meet miss chrissy @ ard 530.. n we reach PS @ ard 6+ she say she was hungry cos she haven eat whole day.. ( i had chicken rice in the morning + carrot cake with moi famili aft the polling..) den she say she cant wait for the others ( which includes wen, ling n yun).. so she say she craving KFC.. so i ok lor.. den she had her 2pc chicken n i had zinger.. by the time we finish it was like 645? the rest is meeting us @ 8.. so we went PS loiter loiter..
ok.. funni story in btw.. the author is of cos moi.. n chris as usual is the victim.. (actualli i tell her to write about the jokes i crack n teasing in her own blog.. cos i always forget wad jokes i say.. but today i met her she say SHE IS NOT GONNA WRITE! so i write it moiself..) ok.. basicalli o 4gotten too.. we were walking to watson. and she wan to buy the papaya foam..
i tink most of moi colleagues should noe i HATE BIRDS.. n PAPAYA ARE FOR BIRDS!! u noe why?... ok.. my father lOves "rearing" birds.. so it was like.. i have 3 birds at home?? 1 dog.. 2 fish tanks? ok physicalli moi hse is a mess.. back to papayas.. my dad always buy 1 whole papaya.. cut it into half.. half for his beloved birds.. half FOR US!! god.. thats why i hate papayas... now the birds r having oranges n apples.. so i gonna hate them soon.. lucki IT dun eat durian.. *laughs*
ok.. back to chris.. she started laughing abot this.. back to SINFUL.. ok.. den its 8.. onli yun n wen came.. ling came too.. but she was w her other fren n tell us go ahead 1st.. so yun wan pizza but the queue was too long.. den we change to eat sushi.. so i ATE SUsHI... my goodness.. *PRAYS*
after that i tease chris again..
i actualli "tie"her up with moi jkt.. throw her outside the sushi restaurant.. *wicked laughs*aft that.. we tot go sing kbox.. but not every1 wan to sing.. so we decide to go to dunno wad XXX bistRo at cine.. we had CHOCOLATE FONDuE! (SIN ! SIN ! SIN ! *shake head*) so u noe why ytd was a sinful day le mah...
yawnz.. nowadays i was very into gay blogs.. *laughs*.. very interesting writings they have.. i saw a very diff view of humans.. very interesting.. let me tis frog jump out from moi deep black well..
any way.. frenz.. if u see moi post below abot moi emotional writings.. it will happen often.. although i'm chatty ..foolish.. rubbish toker.. i'm not good w words ba.. i always tot i am good w words.. but i find that the older i get .. the lesser courage i have.. maybe someday when i like someone.. i wont go biao bai to the person like i ll last time.. now i tink moi skin not onli get thinner.. i tink its becuming transparent.. (thats y i realise moi face flush easlier.. laughs..)
but i realli realli trying to stand on moi own.. trying to adapt the whole new environment now.. i ll take care of moiself like i always use to.. i am not a coward or a mei yong de jorine.. i am still brave.. i still noe how to express moiself.. i can say i am still braver n dare to face the world better than any of u.. but it jus this emptiness in moi hrt.. i dunno wad it is..
a quote from the gay blog i saw which i tink its very real... once u love the person n are together .. u love him means the love its forever.. n not juz that period of time u r together.. its impossible to 4get the person..
moi own view: maybe the love changes to a diff kind of love.. love ll not disappear.. it onli changes as sun goes down day by day..
aJa aJa FigHting...FiGhting SpiRit.. *HioKz*
jOrine =D