Don't be shocked:Y Wednesday, May 31, 2006Y
10:27 PM
life is never fair. and it never will. believe in fate? believe in retribution? believe in after-life?what do you believe in? i believe all. say i'm oldish, say i'm traditional. but i do believe all these. rich and poor. where do i stand. i'm on the poor side. i am. realli am. but i'm not a spendthrift. how much do i earn? if i earn a dollar.. 40 cent will do to the household.. 40 cent ll be on moi needs.. 20 cent will be savings. i dun alot. i'm jus a simple OL.. who juz work for some comp.. with little pay.. and lots of contribution to the household.
when i was working in noel.. its so hard.. i always cant imagine i have work there b4.. but is a good experience. however.. i have forgotten how hard it is.. i really forgotten. the pain i experience. yes. there's pain. i always tell ppl moi experience there.. u ll tink i'm a superwoman. i tink onli moi cousie will noe.. imagine me.. climbing up levels of racks without any ladder... ( like spiderman like that).. but the pay was good. its like maybe double wad i take back here now. when i was working there.. i tink every mth i contribute abot 1k a mth to the house.. but now it decrease alot.. i'm a "family- oriented"person.. so u noe.. thats y i give so much. i dun understand y too...
and now.. i'm studying too.. i need to pay for moi own skool fees.. its' actualli draining away all moi savings. now i'm worried. i dun feel secure. money give me security (since i dun have a bf now.) what if i becom a spinster? n yet a poor spinster. god. i cant imagine. *prayz* laughs..
busy week again.. i work till late ytd from 8 till 11pm. n when i was alone in office... all those "weird noises"come out. even a faraway phone rang. *scared* *shiverz*
hAppy dumpliNg daE!
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